check-in

I was really convinced last night that I'd be having a baby in the night or today. But I didn't, and I don't think I will. So I'm just checking in to let you know that I'm still here, and baby girl is still in.

Wishing something will happen, and telling yourself it will happen, does not make it happen. But one of these days, I'm going to say to myself, "baby girl is going to come tomorrow," and it will be true. One of these days.

Here are some of the thoughts I've had to myself lately:

I'm really going to have to go to the hospital and have a baby. Soon. Scary.

How is my skin ever going to shrink back to something close to normal?